FYP has come to a temporary halt, now it's all about focusing on my PD. I met up with my advisor today and she has some changes for me to make for my first half of the portfolio. Knowing that I have barely 19 days to complete all 11 articles, she expects 2 articles from me every week. I foresee myself going into this writing frenzy for the first two weeks of December. I'd have to juggle other stuff as well. I don't know if I can do this, like you know, spin really creative story angles and write them so proficiently. After reading some articles written by my own course mates, I'm starting to doubt my writing capabilities. I thought I was okay when it comes to writing but god, no. I think I'm bad. I pale in comparison to the people in school and obviously that doesn't do me much good when the accessors are going to compare the various Portfolios to be graded.
I was just briefly reading through the past articles that I've written back in Year 1 which I have included in my Portfolio. One word to describe it, atrocious. (As much as I have been hearing this word so often nowadays because of FYP)What was I thinking? What kind of content was that and why did I even have the nerve to write such a terrible article? Can you believe I thought it was good? Why do I write and write and still not amount to anything? So, I am going to edit it entirely. I'll be revamping the first half of my Portfolio, and continue working on my second half. Not to mention, I'll have to come up with storyboards for broadcast hardnews/feature stories which must be recorded and compiled, also within the short span of 19 days. Between all that would also be the deadline of my FYP submission. God help me.
